He “doesn’t know for sure what he wants”, which is understandable…and I’m apparently “very clingy and its hard on him.” umm, dude. I haven’t even done anything. SERIOUSLY?! Oh, but no worries, he said. “I didn’t mean it in a bad way.”
YEAH. my life
He spends so much time with his chick friends that he probably doesn’t even THINK about me. If I don’t text him first, we most likely won’t talk all day. I asked him to call me the other night and he said “lol” and didnt call. Other girls keep posting on his Facebook and stuff and he deletes all my posts but not theirs. WTF? does that mean he isn’t ready to explain to his friends?
I know he is busy and just got back 2 weeks ago this Friday, but come ON.
I’d do anything for him. And when we are together, everything is PERFECT.
He is the perfect man for me, everyone says so, even my mom and dad..but he said he wanted to get a job and stuff before he dated me and that I shouldn’t worry about anything that other girls post because he only likes me (that was a month ago). Idk if he feels the same..I don’t want to lose him again. My mom thinks he may be forcing himself to not see me so he can make stuff move slower like he wanted. He said that he hasn’t been happy since the last time he was with me (last April) and that he regrets leaving me and said it was a stupid mistake. Idk what to do. SO many mixed signals.
This was at the formal last night. I swear I am THE happiest girl alive in this picture. I love the way I look next to him. That is a REAL smile, not the fake one that I’ve been wearing for the last 10 months. It was perfect. I uploaded the pic onto Facebook and his ex (that he is still getting over) tried to re-add me as a friend (which I denied) but I am SO SO SO scared that she will try to talk to him again. She left him for another guy and he met me, we talked for a while and then she wanted him back… so he left me, then she left him again for a different guy and he has come back to me again saying that leaving me the first time was a HUGE mistake. He told her he never wanted to talk to her again but he is still grieving. I think he has trouble with that because his dad died 9 years ago and he is STILL not even close to being over that. I just want it to all work out. She needs to mind her own business and be with HER bf that she left him for and leave Robert and I alone!!
Thank you so much for all of you who wished me luck. I think Robert and I are back on track. He means the world to me. He is “the guy” that so many girls could only dream of…or at least he is to me. He is the perfect gentleman, for example, he won’t go in a room until all of the women have gone first, he is goofy and sweet and silly and handsome and AMAZING.
Tomorrow Bobby is coming over FOR SURE for the formal party.
He has been back since Friday and he hasnt seen me, hasn’t called me, and I’ve only got 4 texts from him. I am PISSED. I’m sick of this. I know he is exhausted and tired and busy but I can only make excuses for him for so long. He was loving and sweet and flirty and he changed one day. I know he is trying to get over his ex of two years but really? It hurts. He is supposed to be my date to a formal this weekend..but we’ll see if he shows.
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